eveyrthing changes

alone at night sitting in front of the laptop cold confused to do anything. online, watch movies, play games or with friends, sms-an, telfon-an really bored huh just like this life is not colored
what should I do now?
sleep?i think im insomnia now i do not know what time to sleep i'll spend the night heavy boredom

my life gets worse every day, i feel no one cares about me, oh my god what wrong? friends, ex BF, and even families all of them away. spirit of my life disappeared, do not know why.
return all of it. that's all i want right now, i want happiness it! maybe it could change my life. everything changes

BORED @ night